I remember when you and Dodie had that condo in Phoenix, you would sometimes let me come and stay with you for the weekend. We would order a pizza and play board games or watch a movie. You showed me the movie Fight Club for the first time and I loved that movie so much, and you told me about the author of the book. Those were such busy and good times; you were working a lot and things were good. You were happy and content. I miss seeing you like that.

When mom and I went though your things, we found some books. I picked out a Chuck Palahniuk book and kept it because it reminded me of that time in your life. I just still can't believe you are gone. and I miss you so much. Yesterday was Madeline's 2nd birthday party, I know that if you were here you would've been happy to see all the fun she had.